I hate that ...

I hate that I have to pretend it doesn't matter or bother me,

I hate that I still think about you all the time,

I hate that you don't care, even a little bit,

I hate that my emotions have gotten the best of me,

I hate that you put me through all of this,

I hate that I can't talk to you,

I hate that I still care,

I hate that I still miss you,

I hate that I don't hate you at all.

not perfect, but real?

really ??

Cuti 4 HARI !

Ari ni ari khamis, cuti lg hari ni. Haihhhh, boring-boring. Kelas asyik batal je this sem. Lepas tu nak menggantikan kelas, bukan main bertimbun!

 Dah la this sem memang ari jumaat tak ada kelas. Sejak meNYINGLE, hidup ni sgt la boring. Balik KL pun tatawu nak watpe. Naseb baik ader ternet. Kalo dok terperap  je kt kolej, memang tido je la jawabnye 24 jam. Wayang pun dah lama tak tengok. Ada la dalam 2 bulan lebih. Cuti raya cina ari tu pun x tgk wayang langsung.

This sem tatawu nape malas gile nak blaja. Mcm dah takde semangat nak belaja. Tak de sape yg nak bg support tok study, boring boring. Kalo dlu blaja bagai nak rak sebab nk further study kt UM sama-sama ngn dye, tp kali ni, angan-angan tu dah hancur berkecai, tak ada gunanya lagi.

 I MISS HIM a lot actually :(

I wish we would be together again, so that everytime i'm in KL, we'll hangout together as we used to ~

p/s: i wish u are doing just fine out there 

Buruk & Baik ??

"Jgnlah kita berasa bangga dgn keburukan dan kelemahan yg kita ada, sesungguhnya bergembira dg keburukan sendiri bukanlah amalan orang yg beriman" 

Habis tu, kalau asyik berbangga dgn kebaikan dan amalan-amalan baik yg dilakukan bukan dikira RIAK pulak ke?

Mengagung-agungkan artis-artis korea tu dikira beriman la jugak ye?

Ni yg rasa mcm nak garu-garu kepala sampai berguguran kelulumumur sume :P
(nasib baik takde kutu)

Memang TEPAT dan BETUL !

ha ha, memang tepat sekali !

Lebih-lebih lg yang :

1. Kuat ingatan,
2. Agresif dan kelam kabut dlm buat keputusan,
3. Cepat membuat keputusan tp cepat menyesal, 
4. Kecenderungan bersifat pendendam serta
5. Sgt cemburu dan terlalu cemburu!

So kawan-kawan kt luar sane, jgn berani nk buat musuh dgn org kt sini k? Saya ni memang sgt PENDENDAM ! 

haha :P

Farewell, i'll be missing you, rest in peace :'(

I'll be missing you K660i :'(

You have been with me for a year and 2 years with my twin.

Its time for you to have your rest, thank you for your service with us for 3 years. 

Rest in peace ~

And welcome to C6-01 !

Because are so expensive, double charge compared to K6601,

 so i hope you will serve me longer than K660i :) 

p/s : Habis dah duit JPA beli hp , gara-gara ili la ni, 

kene sponsor dye VIVAZ Sony Ericsson .

Berpicnic dalam hujan di Air Terjun Sg. Gabai

 Oke, on last sunday, we had a picnic

 at Sg. Gabai, Langat. Unfortunately, it was raining all day. kesian kan?  Kiteorang terpaksa la bermandi-manda dalam hujan. Haha, memang pagi tu around 7 a.m mmg hujan lebat. Tapi nak tak nak, kiteorang still continue dgn our plan, yela mane tawu kan kot-kot hujan berhenti at noon. Tapi sampai pukul 3 petang pun tak henti-henti. So terpaksa la mandi dalam sungai time hujan. Seriously air dye deras gile ! haha, dah la mmg area air terjun kat sana, memang takut la nak mandi. Dengan sejuk nye, tak payah cakap la! Ila mandi 10 minit je pun dah menggigil-gigil mcm mandi sejam ! haha.

Actually ramai yg datang dengan pasangan masing-masing and most of them mmg study sama-sama kt TiKL dulu. Ila dtg sorang-sorang je la (sbenanye dgn my twin). Dah tak ada bf, kene la mngaku kan? Jeles gak tgk dyeorang dgn bf masing-masing. Happy je tgk, mandi pun sama-sama, bgurau senda pun sama-sama. Ila je yg suka menyelit, sibuk je kan? haha

And sebenarnya, mula-mula plan nak buat gathering for our skewl mate (TiKL), nak bincangkan regarding gathering besar-besaran for our batch dalam bulan 6 or 7 ni. Nak set place and time la kiranya for our next big gathering. Gathering yg picnic ni just kecil-kecilan je. Plan pun last minute actually. Tu pun 100% through FB. Yg sebenarnya ramai plan nak datang, around 30 orang jugak la. Tapi disebabkan hujan, ramai tak dapat datang. Especially yang plan nk dtg naik motor. So dalam 14 orang je yg dapat attend that day. Pape pun, it was really fun! 

Lepas da penat mandi-manda & berbbq, kiteorang pergi kolam air panas pulak around 5.30 p.m mcm tu. Mane tak nya, masing-masing kesejukan ! And mostly semuanya tinggal jauh, from Klang, Shah Alam, and ada yg dr N9! Ila je orang paling dekat, Cheras Batu 9. Haha. Kiteorang just rendamkan kaki je dalam kolam air panas. Nak mandi mcm x sempat lak, kang blk mahgrib pulak. Hee... Thanks guys for that wonderful day, rindu gile kt korang ! Ade yg sampai 4 tahun x jumpe, dpt gak jumpe that day. Ada yang maken berisi, ade yg maintain and ada yg maken kurus (ila & ili la tu ;)) haha


Kesian dekat Nizom, koz kamera dye tercicir lepas singgah di kolam air panas. redha je la ye Nizom, ada hikmah nya tu. Maybe awk dpt kamera baru ke lepas ni? heee :)

Moga kita dapat jumpa lg dalam next gathering! Insya Allah :)

p/s : sorry post lambat, sibuk lately dgn engagement event ;) ....

Engagement Day

eyh, tak kan lelaki yang sarungkan cincin kot? bukan mak belah lelaki ke yg sarungkan ? ;)

To be continued :)   .......