I hate that ...

I hate that I have to pretend it doesn't matter or bother me,

I hate that I still think about you all the time,

I hate that you don't care, even a little bit,

I hate that my emotions have gotten the best of me,

I hate that you put me through all of this,

I hate that I can't talk to you,

I hate that I still care,

I hate that I still miss you,

I hate that I don't hate you at all.

not perfect, but real?

really ??